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ARC: BR - If I Could Fly



ARC - If I Could Fly By Jill Hucklesby


  • Paperback: 240 pages Publisher: Egmont Books Ltd (3 Jan 2011) Source: Bookbabblers


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My Thoughts - If I Could Fly, is a heart-warming novel with a futuristic feel to it. At first I did get the feeling that it was aimed towards younger readers, but then I realised that the protagonist herself is 13-14. It is told from her point of view throughout which in result gives the reader the biggest impact. Through her, you get the instant feel that there really is this very young girl on the run all alone and scared. As things start to come back to her in snippets it becomes apparent that there is more to her story than meets the eye.


 I must have read the novel within two hours or so, it’s not exactly short but not as long as novels as I am used to, so it took no time at all. Although I felt some things were not explained in great detail it did not, however result in me enjoying the book less, but actually often lead to a mysteriousness that flowed throughout the book leaving me slightly confused at times.


 A Virus has spread leading many casualties. The Government has decided the animals are to blame; they have to blame someone right? Things become confusing for Calypso, she knows that she is running away from something but has no recollection of what exactly. Alongside that she is also injured but yet again has no idea how.


Alfie is the first person she ever considers a friend post – running away. Their friendship is just lovely, there are not many characters at all which I have never encountered before, but I think that only adds to her loneliness. The first time Alfie was introduced I felt this burst of joy alongside her, feeling happy and relieved that someone around her age who seemed so open and warm wanted to talk to her.



Calypso is living on her own with the company of a stuffed Teddy Bear and a Rabbit, they are in a way her companions. It’s sad to see her predicament. I don’t think I could handle such loneliness even at my age. She is a strong and determined - a character who I found very endearing. Overall it was a satisfying and pleasant read with a unique concept which always kept things interesting.

BR - Paranormalcy


  • Paranormalcy By Kiersten White



Paperback: 352 pages Publisher: HarperCollins Children's (January 2011)
 Genre: Young Adult    Source: Publisher

Rating: 




My Thoughts -  Evie a 16 year old girl who is part of an organisation called "International Paranormal Containment Agency." An Agency that locks up the bad guys you could say. The only thing with saying that is, that many have their own version of whom and what are the bad guys. 

You have a lot of Paranormal going on in this one; Werewolves, Vampires, Shifters, Hags - the lot! The first thing I was slightly disappointed by was the fact that Vampires were described as corpses, I mean really? There went down my hope of Vampire sexiness in the book!

 Although she is just sixteen Evie has a lot on her shoulders. Being able to see right through paranormal glamour she is literally the force that is keeping the Agency together. Without her they wouldn't hold much of a chance. She has grown up with the Agency and has come to accept the bad with the good, the bad often being fairy's. Now they are described as nasty and conniving things, pretty on the outside but down right nasty from within. One fairy in particular has his eye on Evie: being Reth.

It was clear to me that there was made out to be a love triangle in the book, hardly. In my opinion there were only two people who mutually liked each other. Reth didn't even seem to like Evie for any genuine reason or at least know what he really wanted half of the time anyway. Evie didn't even seem interested. From what I had read of reviews and hype I expected there to be a solid triangle, and a lot of chemistry going on from all three sides. 

As far as chemistry was concerned I didn't really see anything between Lend and Evie. She just seemed to be crushing on him and came across as quite childish, although she could be endearing at times. My issue may have been that I could never connect with her throughout the novel no matter how much I tried. Also, for some reason I felt as though the novel was perhaps aimed at a younger audience. I'm eighteen but I felt slightly hesitant when I started reading, it didn't take me long to finish it so don't get me wrong, I just expected something different I guess.

What I did keep hoping throughout the book was for Evie to give Reth a chance and for Reth to stop acting so creepy. I mean, he seriously wasn't doing himself any favours when he yapped about how she had to spend eternity with him in fairy land or whatever. He had this dark edge that I liked, but I felt he wasn't developed to his full potential as I didn't see a softer side to him or any explanation for his actions. Originally had he been written with a hint of likeability he might have stood a chance, he was the only character who really intrigued me, but I felt that the possibility of there being more to him was not left open to the reader. I expected more from him I guess, I expected there to be more to him. Lend didn't appeal to me either, and the MC fell flat so by the end of it I was left with having no one to relate to, like, or look forward to. That was disappointing

I think I expected what I thought the synopsis and praise let on: a flirty, dark, roller - coaster ride. That is not what I got. My expectations got the better of me which has not happened until now. I had just read so many gushing reviews from so many blogs that I look up to that I never doubted not loving it. This may just be a case of some bloggers going along with others and writing a positive review for the heck of it which is seriously worrying me right now and making me doubt some things, or maybe it's just me and I have got everything completely wrong!? 

What saved the book for me was the whole concept behind it: being the Agency itself which really interested me as well as all the paranormal creatures coming together in one book and respectively having very much their own identity. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed when it comes to the sequel as I do see potential.

BR - Nightshade



Nightshade By Andrea Cremer


Paperback: 480 pages Publisher: ATOM (28 Dec 2010)  Genre; Young Adult/ Paranormal 
Source: Received From Atomics



My Thoughts - I have been yearning to yet my hands on this novel for what seems like eternity, so when I received it for review I wasted no time and dug right in! What was obvious to me from the get-go was that the novel itself was very fast paced, and that it was all that it promised when praise included it to be sizzling and seductive!

 I really didn't realise that it was well over 400 pages until I had finished it. There isn't a dull moment throughout and you are completely hooked from the beginning. 

Calla is the Alpha female from the Nightshade pack whilst Ren who is promised to her is from the Bane Pack. They seem to have a love-hate relationship, where Ren takes pleasure in teasing her and Calla in ignoring him. What is obvious, is that, underneath their little mind games both have genuine feelings for each other. 

Things change when Calla comes across human boy Shay, and when doing the forbidden in saving him she places her life on the line as well as her packs.

What I particularly enjoyed was that all the characters had their own story and as the reader I felt like I had gotten to know each and every one of them perhaps more than others. It was tough for me at times to accept Ren and Calla's attitude: in which I am relating to their pack mates. Although I understand that they have a higher authority I guess I just wasn't to keen on their attitude, I can be a softy like that  ;D 

Another thought that came to mind when I read more about Calla was: Choose! Seriously, I don't care if you’re an alpha pack leader because that is no excuse to throw yourself at one boy then the other. I found her behaviour at times unacceptable. It was almost like she didn't care that she was obviously using and hurting both in the process. Her actions when it came down to Lust were just baaaad, seriously girl control thou self and choose! LOL

 Now I have heard of this whole Team Ren and Shay thing for a while and I completely get it now! Is there even any competition? Shay is sweet and everything, but I really don't think there is any competition when it comes down to Ren and Shay.. REN all the way; hot, sarcastic, loyal, loving, and sensitive. What else do you want Calla dear?

The thing is, I already know who she is going to choose. I could be completely wrong but am I the only one who thinks it's obvious that she will choose Shay even though it should be Ren? Gah why do the sweet boring boys always get the girl and not the smexy bad boy? 

What I have to say about the author is that I admire her for bringing something new to the table, especially when it comes to this new world that she has obviously created with putting much thought and research into it. I loved the idea of the Keepers and the history that went behind it as well as the hierarchy. I have to tell the readers this though, this is not in any way an emotional or thought - provoking read in any way, in case that is what you are looking for. That is not what Nightshade is about. It is full on entertainment for the readers with some intense, and heated *insert-wink* scenes here and there.

I think the real problems arrived when I found that I may have just preferred some of the secondary characters to Calla, I mean that can never be a good thing under any circumstance in my opinion. However, I am pleased to say that there are not any characters that fall into the background which is rare, so I commend her on giving each of her characters a voice. 

Each had their chance to shine but somewhere along the line because of this Calla may have just been left to the side. If there was a little more effort put into making Calla likable like Ren, who may have not have acted in the gentlemanly of ways at times but was found redeemable and even likable towards the end, I would have rated the book much higher. Ansel - Calla's brother and Callas second in command Bryn really shined and made the story in my opinion, what it is.

I am actually stumped on this one, it was completely and utterly addictive. It is more than a four star, but not really a five and you see I don't have halves in my rating system so I am really at a loss. This I guess can be the downside of a rating system. 

Shay if I'm honest I found slightly bland. Whilst Ren did aggravate me at times due to the way he treated Calla, I couldn't stay angry at him for too long. He seemed larger than life compared to Shay. There was this sensitivity and vulnerability that you may notice of Ren if you look deep enough and that drew me. I still believe that there is much more to Ren which will be discovered in Wolfsbane. Calla although I did try to like her I found due to her thoughtless actions that I simply couldn't connect with her. 

Gosh this is tough! I really am not giving you guys a final verdict like I normally do huh? I will finish off with letting you all know that Nightshade is definitely one of the most entertaining and enthralling books I have read this year, don't let my thoughts sway you from at least giving it a chance because without a doubt it is a book that you should give a go. 

You might find that you will enjoy it more of you don't think too much into it when reading it. I found the flaws that I did literally as I wrote this review. An overall enjoyable read that will leave you hungry for the next. Despite my conflicted thoughts I am more than eager to get my hands on Wolfsbane, I want it now! Just to say I will not be rating this book.

BR - Delirium


ARC: Delirium By Lauren Oliver



Pub. Date: February 2011 Publisher: HarperCollins Children's Books Format: Hardcover , 448 pages Genre: Young Adult Source: From Karen at For What It's Worth, thanks hun!

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My Thoughts - The moment I read the synopsis I knew I had to read this book. The concept itself was driving me mad with curiosity which is slightly strange in my case let's just say I am not a big believer in the word "love", so when the synopsis lead me to believe that the book would involve the reader being a believer or having some form of hope in love I thought this would be the perfect book for me to give a go. 


Now Lena is the main character and I really didn't take to her at all in the beginning, I wasn't sure what to make of this and wasn't too aware of how it would affect me towards the book.



Lena lives in a society where love is a disease. It reminded me in some aspects of Matched. Delirium focuses a lot obviously on love, but also emotions which relate to it. Once you have had the procedure around the age of eighteen to be cured you are not your old self anymore. You may find that you no longer enjoy past hobbies or interests. You don't feel much emotion yet you have the option to choose your partner but from 4-5 males that the system believes are most compatible for you. If you are found with the disease you will be instantly cured or in other words taken care of. You no longer cry, laugh or show happiness. I think it's safe to say a cured person may as well be a robot. This is what Lena has been led to believe all her life, that being Cured is the start of a wonderful beginning and protection from a life threatening disease.


What I did not like about Lena from the start was the fact that she seemed like such a sheep, she never questioned what she was brought up to believe, she just went along with it all and was so narrow - minded and arrogant in her thoughts that I couldn't stand her. However thinking back I now feel that it was perhaps the drastic change in her that won me over so quickly. I haven't been feeling to well over the past few days so I had not planned in reading at all, however, I spotted it on my shelf and thought I really need to read this already! I had planned on reading a few pages yet I finished the book within just over three hours, now that's saying something :) Although the book hasn't really changed my thoughts on the concept of love it gave me hope. Upon meeting Alex Lena's world is turned completely upside down and is left to question everything she has believed in and those she once held dear.



One person I did warm from the very start was Hana. I loved that she rebelled and questioned things and held her own from the very start. I have my doubts about her regarding the ending but only time will tell. Her Aunt Carol and Sister Rachel as well as all others over eighteen are completely brainwashed. They frustrated me in unimaginable ways! I wanted to yell what rubbish every time a word came out of their mouth, yet I felt sorry for Rachel. Her story is just one of many but nevertheless it still saddened me to see that so much of her had been unwillingly taken away, to see that the one she loved and herself met under different circumstances but felt absolutely nothing, I found that quite terrifying. 


Despite all this there are some positive things, one being Alex. Someone who came across as; loving, caring and fierce. His love for Lena is sparked before your very eyes and he never looks back. His faith in her never dwindles and I adored him for that. It's not about looks at all when you think of Alex, but the traits that make him special. 


The very last two pages build up to so much, that hunger between the both of them and gosh that look in Alex's eyes full of faith and desperation and feeling aimed at Lena just burned right through me and shook me up, that moment is incredibly intense and had my heart beating like crazy, it's a turning point, a final decision that must be made within seconds.



A thought comes to mind when I think of Lena's story. Her mother was a Hero and a women filled with love in a world where it was denied, and her daughter in the end was perhaps not so different from her mother. One thing that I must say is that Delirium is beautifully written, so I am relieved that there are two more books in the series that I know of. There have so many unanswered questions inside me right now! I will leave you with two quotes that really stood out to me.


You have to understand. I am no one special. I am just a single girl. I am five feet two inches tall and I am in between in every way.

I Love you. Remember. They cannot take it.

BR - Scars

  
 Scars By Cheryl Rainfield


 Pub. Date: March 2010  Publisher: Westside Books  Format: Hardcover, 248 pages 
Genre: Young Adult Source: Received From Author

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My Thoughts - Kendra is a fifteen a year old girl: a rape survivor. Being a survivor from this book clearly shows that it is hardly the end of the ordeal, the hardest part of all is perhaps trying to heal and move on as we see through Kendra's journey. 

I was aware that the author is a survivor and I find this hugely inspiring. The fact that she was able to write a book that shares some resemblance to her ordeal showed me how courageous she really is. It must have been incredibly hard to write this story, but I know she did it to help others who are going through something similar, she has, in my opinion, achieved what she set out to. 

Kendra cuts to ease the pain. It has almost become a routine for her. She is a girl who sees things very clearly in my opinion. I think going through what she has, has made her grow up too fast. You at times tend to forget that she is only fifteen. She can see that her mother doesn't exactly care about her, that her father may want to spend more time with her, but he has other things to do. She knows all about getting hurt, so it is almost like she doesn't expect anything else from those around her. I found that saddening because I can't blame her.

The abuse started from the age of two years old.  I work with children so this hit a nerve, I was very angry. Why, why do that to a child knowing that the child has no way of knowing what is happening or no way to protect itself! You know men say that they have it bad too? It's situations like these that make me think, you know what? You men might say you have it hard too, but us females have it damn harder.

As if living in a dysfunctional family isn't enough going to school doesn't help either. Kendra has no friends and is often a target for bullies. Her one outlet is Art and she is an amazing artist, it's through Art that she expresses herself but even then her mother an artist herself doesn't agree with her work.

 Kendra does it from the heart whilst her mother does it from the perspective of what she thinks other will like, it isn't exaggerating to say that mother and daughter definitely clash. Sandy a friend of her mothers has always supported her through the good and the bad, but when she needs him the most he seems to take a step back and that slightly got to me. I wasn't sure where his loyalties lay after that. Carolyn is the perfect example of how far you can come if you receive the right help, being her therapist as much as a new found friend and mother figure shows how much Kendra looks up to her.

 She is almost the mother she never had, the mother she wish she did have. Carolyn in my opinion keeps her going. When financially things start to get tough, her parents contemplate moving but in doing so, would it result in Kendra loosing herself completely?

Things are becoming worse, she is now getting flashbacks that show her abuser but always in the dark, little flashes of him grabbing her wrist, threatening her, and now it would seem that he is back with a vengeance, and is set on making sure she never lets out a secret that could ruin them all. leaving her menacing messages, as the flashbacks come back stronger than ever Kendra tries to push them away in fear, but is she doing the right thing in doing so?

 However, through all this turmoil and pain there is a little bright light and I would say it is Meghan, as soon as they met it was obvious to me that they were perfect for each other. Although both have been abused and hurt over and over it's through being with one another do they finally start to let that part of them go.

Scars is a touching novel that doesn't hold back. Through her story I got a vivid picture and the realistic feel to it. At times I had to take a deep breath before turning the page to prepare myself. 

As cracks start to surface and the truth unfolds I can't say I didn't see it coming as much I didn't want it to be him. I had a pretty accurate gut feeling. It shows that it could be practically anyone and at times there is no explanation rather than the fact that being a human being doesn't ensure us with a safe pass card explaining who is and who is not safe to be around. 

Think of Victoria Cilimbe when you think of a mother’s trust being broken and a girl neglected by the law and doctors over and over again. Think of Three year old Jamie Bulger who didn't deserve to be to be tortured by two evil 10 year old boys because his mother let go of his hand for a few seconds. 

What I am trying to say here is that there are some messed up people out there which is just the truth. It makes me sad to think that people are going through this daily when they don't deserve to. It annoys me when I hear "oh but I don't like to read such things, it's too disturbing" get a grip! Come out of your shell and don't be oblivious in your ignorance, educate yourself and learn about it. If we don't make ourselves aware of what is going on around the world then who will? Reading about it, I would say, is a good place to start from.

BR - Crescendo




Crescendo By Becca Fitzpatrick




Pub. Date: October 2010 Publisher: Simon & Schuster Children's Publishing 

Format: Hardcover, 427 pages Genre: Young Adult   Source: Bought

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My Thoughts - Crescendo gives us a lot of answers to past questions, and even sheds light when it comes to both Nora and Patch's past. Nora and Patch are having their fair share of issues pretty much straight off. Patch all of a sudden is spending a lot of time with a certain someone and is for some reason being very mysterious and low key. The more he drifts away the more silly things Nora ends up doing.

 I didn't feel Patch anymore, and this is hard for me to admit since I have always been such a fan but he just didn't do it for me. I'm guessing the fact that he was such a jerk and made things so dramatic when really he could have just told her what was going on made him harder to sympathise with. 

Nora isn't to far off since she really pushed my buttons. The things she did made no sense at all and due to her constant denial I had to put the book down countless times to cool off! There is, however, supposed to be a triangle which I was quite excited about when I first heard of it. I thought it would add something different and interesting into the novel but as soon as Scott was introduced I saw it right away, and I was pretty let down. I wanted to like Scott, in fact, I did warm to him at first because he seemed misunderstood and had the whole tormented thing going on, but most of the time his creepy and emotionally abusive threats completely put me off. He did redeem himself towards the end I must admit and I see potential for him and Nora, although inside I pretty much have an idea of how it will end. 

Another new character introduced is Rixon: Patch's friend! Now who knew Patch had friends? It was quite pleasant to see Patch happy in someone else's company rather than just Nora. They make quite the amusing duo and Rixon comes across as a very nice genuine guy: I liked him, at first.. that is.

I loved all the characters in Hush Hush apart from one: Vee who annoyed the heck out of me. Funnily enough she was perhaps now my favourite! She really shined in this book, not to mention her loyalty is really tested. More - so though it was just great to see what a supportive friend she was to Nora who I felt wasn't doing the same for her. Nora also came across as selfish despite having this great thing with Patch just because things were not going great between them for that period of time. For me personally it felt like she resented Vee for having found someone which I found very off putting and shallow. On the other hand Patch wasn't the same smexy bad boy I knew and loved. Something had changed and it saddened me that with this new Patch my feelings towards him had too.

I would, however, recommend fans of Hush Hush to read Crescendo. We have to take into account that the author had five years to finish Hush Hush whilst just a few months to write Crescendo which gives her some brownie points from that aspect. Since a lot of light is shed on some characters as well as Patch's real name which I particularly liked makes the book worth reading even if by the end you may not find it your cup of tea. 

Just like Hush Hush you don't have to worry about the book dragging because that was hardly the case: I whizzed through the book despite my thoughts. One thing Becca is, is a great writer. I will be looking forward to Tempest. I adored Nora and Patch in Hush Hush so I am not going to give up hope on them quite yet! The ending is fantastic and finishes with a great cliff-hanger leaving you curious for more!