BR- Life as we knew it & The dead and the gone By Susan Pfeffer







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Paperback: 352 pages Publisher: Marion Lloyd Books (5 Mar 2007) Genre: Young Adult  Source: Library


My Thoughts - I read Life as we knew it some years back. I was  Miranda's age when I first read it, I was fifteen. At that time of my life I was into the whole younger teen novel phase, with mushy plots, and shy girls, and first kisses, that sort of thing... hey we all go through it :) 

So, when my fifteen year old self picked this book up from that moment I knew there was this whole other world of books out there that needed exploring, and I was blown away. Years later I knew it was time to re - read this amazing novel and finally review it.

It's an average day for fifteen year old Miranda living in the wonders of Pennsylvania, until reports arrive that a asteroid is going to collide with the moon, if anything though, everyone gets their chairs, barbecue and popcorn ready in wait for the special night, all are filled with smiles until the collision occurs and everyone realises that something is very very wrong. The smiles are long gone. Soon reports come in that the collision has caused, Earthquakes, Tsunami, epidemics and many more disasters. 

The story follows the struggle of Miranda's family who are struggling to survive like many others. Up until now she has been facing your average teen problems, friends that are changing and drifting away, family and misunderstandings, and even a first crush. I found it so touching to see Miranda find it within her to feel for Dan after all the destruction that surrounded them it was almost bitter sweet. 

Life as we Knew it, shows the reality that could possibly be if such a fate ever befell us. There is no sight of a team effort in this situation everyone is in it for themselves and only the strongest will survive. Religion is mentioned briefly when it comes to Miranda's friend Megan, and in this case it's not particularly seen as a positive thing since her faith destroys her, with all the chaos people have lost faith and prayers are long gone.

Although I had my issues with Miranda at first, due to her being quite immature which frustrated me at times, I realised when I noticed this new-found change in her later on in the book that the author may have done this on purpose for us readers to see and acknowledge how much she had grown. I did and it was saddening because you feel it, that she grew up to fast and that is unfortunate. 

Her father is no help as his girlfriend Lisa is pregnant and they are to busy seeking their own salvation. Never did Miranda imagine she would be the one doing the saving, but before she knows it, her families lives are resting on her shoulders, its up to her now to save her weak mother, and older brother Matt.

A fifteen year old girl will have to push unbelievable boundaries and test unimaginable limits to the point, where even death itself isn't such a scary thought. This book is haunting and sent chills down my spine. It's a book that will keep playing in your mind throughout nights to come.

Of course there's been plenty of indirect danger.
In case i needed any more reminding, a mosquito landed on my left arm. 
I killed it before it killed me.

    


Pub. Date: June 2008 Publisher: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Format:Hardcover, 321 pages Genre: Young Adult   

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My thoughts - Alex is a seventeen year old Puerto Rican boy. He is serving Pizza that faithful day, his mother has been asked to come and help at the hospital as an emergency and his father is in Puerto Rico to attend a funeral.


Due to living in New York City little does he know he is right in the center - fold of all the destruction that is to come. There are many differences between this book and Life as we knew it, for one this book follows a whole different story with a different character so you don't have to read the previous book, but I would recommend you do. 

Religion is mentioned briefly in the first book, In this book it surrounds everyone, it tackles how many are struggling to keep faith through this hard time when everything is at an all time low. Alex and his family as well many people in the community are highly religious, the local Church has a big part to play in reaching out to others and offering hope through this difficult time. When I mentioned Life as we knew it was horrifying, let me just say, if you could not handle the previous book, if it was to much for you, then be prepared, because in this book it doubles in the fear factor. 

Miranda's quite lucky compared to Alex, well that's how you feel when you see everything Alex has to go through. In fact you can't help but compare both of their situations because you can't help but notice how much easier she has had it than Alex. I'm not saying that she had it extremely easier, Alex just went through more. After hearing no word from his parents it takes time but he finally starts to accept that they are in fact dead and are never coming back. 

His brother Carlos is away as a Marine, meaning now it's his sole responsibility to look after his younger sisters, Bri and Julie. I was quite shocked when I first came across Julie as she seemed more clued up about the situation than both her older siblings, I was very proud of her. 

Alex makes a lot of bad choices but he has an excuse, he has no one to guide him, although in this book we see a sense of companionship and support within the community which we don't in the previous book, others can only look out for you for so long and it's no secret that family is the main priority. Unlike Miranda's family who took full opportunity when the electricity did come on for mere minutes and used it to their advantage to wash clothes, and use the microwave and think about hygiene. Alex and his sisters meanwhile watched TV. 

I wanted to shake some sense into him at times, to tell him to spare the rations and be careful, but I had to remember he was doing this on his own. He is on his own, and he is doing the best in which he knows how. Miranda's family also got the opportunity to stock up on food, due to their mother having money, Alex being alone, isn't so fortunate.

When things worsen Alex must go to the extreme to provide food for his siblings. Finding a new found friend and companion in Kevin he starts body picking, it's foul and disgusting yes, but when your family is on the line, you push all that away. They look for corpses and take any piece of clothing and valuables they can find, and exchange it for food.

 Hard times equal to extreme measures. One of the saddest things has to be the great characters that are lost, of course the book wouldn't be very realistic if didn't contain any death, but it doesn't make it any easier for the reader to see it all happen. There are some heartbreaking moments and this book is much more gory and disturbing than the first, as you get a bigger insight of the situation at hand. Like I mentioned this is not a easy read. 

When I finished it, I looked outside and everything was so bright and calm and I couldn't stop thinking, how in a moment all that could change. 

I just found out that there is a third book in the series which I'm very excited to read, I just can't get over how thought - provoking and well done these novels are. I've seen many since then with similar concepts, but for me this series will always be the original. In both books the endings show one thing "Hope" and in a time where the world is at an end, hope means everything and possibly survival.

 Hey, its a family. Look at that: Daddy, Mommy and Baby,"
Alex stared at them.The mother's arm had loosened and the baby had fallen next to her. 
The father was lying on top of them both.
"I'm going to be sick," Alex said
"Not on me," Kevin said

*Whilst body picking* That is only a small glimpse of the reality that Alex must face, I chose this particular scene because it stayed with me for a quite a while. It gets worse.

  



   








The Sky Is Everywhere



The Sky is Everywhere By Jandy Nelson

"When he plays all the flowers swap colors and years and decades and centuries of rain pour back into the sky" 

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Pub. Date: March 2010 
Publisher: Penguin Young Readers Group 
Format: Hardcover, 275 pages  Age Range: Young Adult 
Source: Bought

"Oh, God,’ he whispers, reaching his hand behind my neck and bringing my lips to his. ‘Let’s let the whole fucking world explode this time.’ And we do."

Synopsis - What's wrong with me? What kind of girl wants to kiss every boy at a funeral, wants to maul a guy in a tree after making out with her (dead) sisters boyfriend the previous night? Speaking of which, what kind of girl makes out with her sisters boyfriend at all?

I would have held it of until later today, but I need to write this review now. I'm feeling so many things right now. I knew this book was going to be amazing! Why I held of reading it for the past few weeks I don't know. Maybe because I wanted to wait and have more time to savour it?

"She will die over and over again for the rest of my life. Grief is forever. It doesn't go away; it becomes part of you, step for step, breath for breath. I will never stop grieving because I will never stop loving. That's just how it is. Grief and love are conjoined, you don't get one without the other. All I can do is love her, and love the world, emulate her by living with daring and spirit and joy." 

My Thoughts - What kind of girl wants to kiss boys at her sister’s funeral, what kind of girl kisses her dead sister's boyfriend? I'll tell you. Lennie; Bailey's younger sister. 

I've read some reviews on this novel, and I get that you can't understand why Toby and Lennie gravitated to each other, and no, to me it didn't feel as if it was all lust. They needed that; they needed those moments to feel whole. Through doing what they did they hoped to keep Bailey alive and tried to put her together again. I don't think I would have handled things how Lennie did, but then again we are all different and we are allowed to make mistakes; isn't it a part of life? It's such a hard read. I'm okay with feeling emotional mainly once in a book - perhaps rarely twice, but what the hell do you do when you’re an emotional mess throughout!? 

Lennie has always been in Bailey's shadow, so when she dies all of a sudden - a part of her has faded. Lennie feels angry and betrayed. Bailey promised; she promised she would never leave her like their mother did! But there is no Bailey anymore, no one to share her grief. She's alone and lost, so what should she do? She can't bring herself to talk to Gram or her Uncle. She's loosing grip on the old her and now she can't stop thinking about Toby. 

It's when she meets Joe does she begin to feel her old self again. He makes her feel like she is flying, he makes her feel beautiful and wanted. But she can't ignore Toby, she loves Joe, but right now she needs Toby; what should she do? There are also some well - hidden secrets that will bring the reader as well as Lennie to their knees, and make you want to sob your heart out.

This novel is so heart - wrenchingly beautiful that I was definitely not prepared to be moved how I was. There was so much depth to the characters that you felt like you new them inside out. This book as well as dealing with the death of a loved one deals with loosing a mother too. 

Bailey and Lennie spend all their life figuring out where their mother might be; in a fancy restaurant, on a date with a good looking man, a celebrity, a star! They create so many situations and illusions because it is the only thing that keeps them going, the only way they manage their heart from breaking. There were times when I had to put the book down because it was just so hard to read on. 

You really connect with Lennie. She is just such an amazing character. The kind of girl I would love for a friend. She reminded me of myself in her being a little restless and reckless. Maybe that's why I related to her so well. Although at times I was frustrated with Lennie because she went back and forth between the two, I was more annoyed though because I knew she was only going to hurt herself and the others in doing what she was doing.

Lennie has this thing, it's something that made me smile and sad - over and over again. She writes letters. They are not the kind of letters you keep safe though, they are spur of the moment thoughts jotted down and when they are written Lennie lets them go. She hides them in the most unusual places; behind a rock, in a bin, a cafe, the library, behind Bailey’s closet, in a book. She doesn't expect anyone in particular to find them; it's just a part of her. It's how she expresses herself and connects with her sister.

I found the whole concept of it so beautiful that it's hard to explain. I understood her actions as it's something that I would love to do when I'm feeling adventurous and spontaneous. Like Lennie I have this big-wild imagination that tends to get the better of me from time to time. It's what makes us so eerily alike. I understand her too well.

Joe is very likable. I wasn't sure about his feelings at first, but when it became obvious how much he was really into her I was glad. He's a lovely person who genuinely cares for her. He gives what they have his all and he is patient with her.  Despite all this from the get-go my heart belonged to another.

Maybe I'm strange in the sense that apart from Lennie my other favourite character was Toby. In fact I fell in love with him. There is something about him which I can't exactly pin - point, but I was so hopelessly drawn to him. I don't know what I feel is right, but a part of me - however silly it may sound- wanted Lennie to be with Toby. Although I know Bailey may not want it - it felt right. I felt together they could heal, and maybe if not with someone else they could fall for each other. But that may not be the case, and I had to accept that. 

Toby may just be one of my most favoured male characters EVER! With him it's not about looks, it's solely on personality. I just clicked with him. Maybe I'm the girl he's searching for eh? A girl can dream right? :D

There are so many books out there; books that touch us inspire us time and time again, but then there may be those very few that make you want to change as a person. Those that make you question everything. The sky is Everywhere is one of those. I absolutely devoured this book. I just finished Minder a few hours ago and snatched this up right away. I finished it literally in one sitting, and could not stop reading it! I was completely sucked in. To the point when I came close to the end I couldn't help but feel cheated. So that's it? I've become so attached to this story within hours, so immersed in Lennie' life and that's it? She gets the ending but what about me? I felt sad and angry because I wanted more. I wanted more answers and I wanted more of Lennie' life. 

This is one of the things you have to accept when getting attached to a character - that all things have to come to an end, and as a reader you can only watch from afar because it's not your story. 

I mentioned before how I wasn't too fond of the UK cover. All I can say is somewhere along the line when I fell in love with this book I also did with the cover. Maybe because it was a part of the book and it made me appreciate it so much more. I hear the US pictures aren't in colour? If so then that is very unfortunate because one of the things that made Lennie' letters beautiful were not only the words but the beautifully done illustrations. 

The one thing that I felt uneasy about was the unexplained things at the end. As readers we are so used to an happy ending, and in a way for most of us there will be an happy ending for Lennie' story, but for me something was missing. I wanted to know more about their mother and wanted her situation explained. I wanted something more for Toby - maybe because I did connect with him. It was hard to realise his thoughts at the end because it made what I wanted for him all along throughout the book unrealistic in a sense. I had gotten it all wrong, but I still wanted it for him. I guess I just wanted him to be happy. Lennie got her ending, but what about him?

There is no doubt that I have fallen in love with this book and fallen hard. My words as well as my first ever six star rating shows just that. I knew I was anticipating this book for so long with good reason, I knew it would blow me away. I just had this feeling. The Sky is Everywhere to put it bluntly is an amazing read. Cherish this book because you don't get many like it out there, and you definitely won't ever find another Toby or Lennie that's for sure!

Here is one of Lennie' letters =) (It nearly made me cry the first time I read it, it still makes me emotional.)

"There once was a girl who found herself dead. 
She peered over the ledge of heaven 
and saw that back on earth 
her sister missed her too much, 
was way too sad, 
so she crossed some paths 
that would not have crossed, 
took some moments in her hand 
shook them up 
and spilled them like dice 
over the living world. 
It worked. 
The boy with the guitar collided 
with her sister. 
"There you go, Len," she whispered. "The rest is up to you." 

(Found on a folded up flyer on the sidewalk, Main Street)

"I know the expression love bloomed is metaphorical, but in my heart in this moment, there is one badass flower, captured in time-lapse photography, going from bud to wild radiant blossom in ten seconds flat." 

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