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(Anime) Movie Review: Hotarubi no Mori e

Yesterday I watched a movie for the second time. Just to be clear, that never happens. In this case, though, maybe I gave it another shot because I needed something a little bittersweet and short. And at 45 minutes, it's short as one can be. It’s too short, really. The movie is called Hotarubi no Mori e.

The story is about a six year old girl who meets a young man called Gin when she gets lost in a forest. The forest is next to her grandfather’s (a house that she has come to visit for the summer). And although she should be scared of him the moment she see’s a mask on his face, as well as spooky spirits that tell her they’ll eat her If she touches him, instead, she becomes more intrigued by him. They quickly hit up a friendship. It’s innocent and sweet. There are some funny moments too. For example: often in excitement she will run to him and be stopped in her tracks by a club in the head (it’s funny in the anime though) but still she does it over and over again until she learns to be close to him without ever really being too close. What she then learns is that, due to a curse, if any human touches Gin he will disappear forever.

Every summer she visits her grandfather, but her real visits are for Gin. Even when she is far away at home her thoughts are preoccupied by Gin. Is he ok; is he lonely, does he miss her too? As the years go by, Hotaru comes closer and closer to his age and his height. This transition is tough for the both of them because you can see the two of them catching feelings for one another but how does that even work when they can’t touch each other? Like I said, it’s short and sweet but I like how it still manages to fit a lot in. And I’m not even going to lie. There might have been a tear or two (poor old softy that I am). I’m not going to say that it will blow your socks off or say that it’s amazing. It’s a beautiful, subtle movie that deals with helplessness, growing into a woman, finding yourself, and its main focus: love.


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Just to let you know, I am working on that thing called reading :) I am currently reading Wanderlove. Well, sort of. I read like two pages today and then stopped again. The books not bad. But like I said, I’m working on it.  One of my current gripes is that it tends to get a bit dramatic at times, and I just have a hard time with not rolling my eyes. Please don’t hate me Wanderlove lovers! Eeeek.


BR - The Snow Child By Eowyn Ivey

Source:  Received from Headline. (thank you!)
Release Date:  1st February 2012 *Hardback* (Out in stores now)    
Age Range: Adult Fiction 
Genre: A blend of Fantasy/Historical Fiction & Mystery 

THE SNOW CHILD is beautifully written: no doubt about it. The author is very, very talented, and if this is actually her debut, well, let's just say I'm hugely impressed.   

This is one of those books that you delve into knowing as less as possible. Because so much of it is about the wondering, the wishing, the knowing but doubting yourself anyway. And yet, most of all, this book is about the struggle, sadness, and grief that this couple is going through. A couple who after a horrible event that turns their lives upside down, turn to one of the most isolated places on earth in hope of finding comfort and and peace in one another's company.  

But things don't quite turn out to be as glamorous as they expected. Alaska is practically a death wish if you are not well prepared for it and with Winter here the couple are struggling to to keep up more than ever. Jack works hard to keep food on the table, whilst Mabel shrinks more and more into herself as her grief consumes her.  

It is horrible. Just horrible seeing this couple so utterly destroyed by their bitterness and sadness. There is this huge hole, this silence that always looms around them when they are in bed, eating dinner, or in the kitchen. It is not only uncomfortable for them but also for the reader. So when Esther, her husband George, and their son Garret, enter their lives, you see an instant change. 

Jack's silences change into laughter around George, and it's through seeing the blunt and strong Esther that Mabel sees life through new eyes. Ones that help her to let go a little and see all the possibility that is out there. And Esther, wow. This woman is just incredible. The way she practically barges into their lives, doesn't take no for an answer and helps them time and time again is just amazing. Everyone needs a friend like Esther in their lives.  

But it is in a rare moment of togetherness and joy that the two make a snow child. They give her mittens, a scarf, a coat,  and yellow grass for hair. But the next day the snow child is gone. In the next few days they see a little girl running, a fox always by her side. From here on, things take a drastic turn.   

The snow child is very mysterious throughout the book. In fact, a whole lot of the book is mysterious. So if patience is not your best trait, then you're really going to have to work hard at it because a lot is not clear until the last few chapters. The pace is more on the steady side (which took some getting used to at first ) but once I got into it, boy I really got into it. I do think the book shifts a little (engrossing -wise) towards the beginning and end - being at its strongest in the middle.    

As I was reading THE SNOW CHILD, I was pretty much in awe of it. I would hold my breath when Mabel and Jack had those rare, tender moments (dancing to a particular song, which was a favourite moment of mine)  when he would stroke her cheek, or hold her. I craved those moments for them as much as Mabel did because I was desperate to rid the wall that separated them. And although I don't think I was emotionally connected to the book as I would have liked (i never got emotional once) it was still, and only these two, that had my heart soaring and me smiling with relief and happiness when they were happy. I would hope for more happier times to come. And when they did, I dreaded the worst. I grew to love the two immensely, and although some of their decisions weren't the very best, I always forgave them. 

After finishing the book, confusingly enough, I don't know where I stand with it. I love it, adore it even but feel a tad underwhelmed. I think it's because I couldn't connect to some of the characters. Sure I adore Esther, Mabel and Jack. But what about the actual snow child, and Garrett and George? They are wonderful characters, but I do feel that they were lacking some depth. Although we get to be in Garrett's head sometimes, it didn't feel like enough. I wanted to connect with him, because clearly he was such a wonderful boy, who below the sulking face and  bratty tendencies was so loyal and hardworking. A boy still struggling to become a man. He had a mother and father who didn't have very high expectations in him, who often belittled him and thought his older brothers more worthy (this is hinted at but never really explored). And what of George? A man equally as fantastic as Esther but not quite given as much of the limelight. Which leaves us with the most precious character of them all: the snow child herself. She is mysterious and intriguing all at once. But both of these things always seem to surround her, allowing me to never truly get her as a character, which was frustrating at times. And even when there is room to understand her a little more, I still felt at arms length. So I don't know what I should think of her. I don't know where I stand with her because I wasn't given enough to understand or connect with her.

But I think these are much personal gripes that many of you will most likely not have. As a whole, I think this book is utterly beautiful and so refreshing. It's the kind of book that leaves you quite in thought (as it has done with me) and will make you turn to any other reader that has read it and want to really sit down and have a well thought out and lengthy discussion.  

You know, honestly, I don't know if this book is for everyone.  But I still can't stop thinking about it, and I believe that it is quite the special read. If you decide to pick it up, taking in the negatives and the positives, then just be sure to get back to me when you finish it so we can discuss. I genuinely hope you can find  the beauty in it too.

BR - Pieces of Us By Margie Gelbwasser


Note: I was really angry, passionate and frustrated when I finished this book. So I do get a little heated and cuss. (Just to let you know.) 


RATED: 4.5

They said it was too dark, graphic, disturbing and edgy.

I just say it's real. 

This book broke my heart. And I know for a fact that PIECES OF US is going to stay with me for a while. 

Gone is that funk that was hanging over my head for weeks. Because when I went out in the middle of reading this book, all I could think about was coming home and finishing it. It has been too long since I have felt like that about a book. Too long since I have been this engrossed.

What do I say about Katie, Alex, Julie and kyle? Well, let's start with Alex. Alex is one fucked up asshole. And Julie is an equally fucked up Bitch. in fact, I'd go as far to say they deserve each other. And that's all that i'm feeling right now after finishing this book. Just a whole lot of sadness and anger. Because although I understand what Alex went through as a child was horrible, he still chose to do the things he did. and although Julie was clearly disgustingly neglected by her mother, it doesn't take away all common sense. Alex, in particular, is very messed up. (maybe the fact that the two actually enjoy watching chickens getting their heads cut off was a bit of a hint, eh?) he's cruel and just made me uncomfortable at times. Because you see the sweet, soft side when he's with Katie but when he's not with her you see how he treats other girls. To him Katie is this saint. She's not like the other 'hos'.

 The problem with this is that - what happens the moment he thinks she is? The moment she's not the perfect Katie that he see's as different to all the other blurry faces that he has hurt, prodded and broken over the years. That's the real question. 

When it comes to Julie, it truly makes me wonder: can jealously really create so much hate, and towards your own sister too? It's just all so ugly. I mean. it was almost, no wait. Let's be honest here. I know for a fact she actually enjoyed watching her sister suffer. and it gives me shivers to say it. but it's the truth. That's how messed up she is. As things go more and more downhill for Katie - to the point where I just wanted to walk away and close my eyes to it all - to make things worse, she just continues judging her, constantly ignoring her even though all the signs are there - even though her sister tries so hard with her. Katie is not perfect, I know that, but god, she's a saint next to her little sister. I can't imagine going through what Katie does. I just can't. And my heart reaches out to her because so many times I wanted to hold her and protect her. I felt her loneliness and sadness and it scared me. Thank god for Kyle. That's all I have to say.

Kyle was a bit of a strange one. The second person narrative always made me feel like there was this barrier that I was constantly trying to push through when it came to him. It didn't help that he was so guarded. But I love how he is so wise and such a great observer. He see's everything around him. Maybe more than he wants at times, because even if Alex see's him as weak, Kyle can never back down when it comes to something he believes in. I admire that about him. I respect him for it.

On the flip-side, it was annoying at times how there was more telling than showing, (especially when it came to certain scenes I really wanted to see) and I did find it a little unrealistic how Katie's mother loved one daughter so bluntly over the other (also the reasons for her behavior just seemed a little meh). and that ending?

I kind of had this WTF moment. It was so abrupt and random that it just didn't seem to fit in with the book. 
A part of me considered knocking down the (.5) because of it, Because even now that ending really pisses me off, but it would be a big disservice to the book. Because it really just was that brilliant.
You have no idea how much I ached in those last few pages. I was so heart-broken and such a mess.

So forget those low stars, guys. Give it a chance. I think you'll find yourself a little changed by the end of it.

oh, and by the way. You'll find yourself really appreciating the cover after reading the book. It's so much more meaningful to me now :) <3

Definitely one of the great highlights, reading-wise, of 2012.  


Out in stores NOW. (RELEASE DATE: 8th March 2012) 

Kony 2012. Let's spread the word.

The words below are part of a email that I sent to many bloggers today after watching this video. I thought I would share this with you all, because I'd like to spread the word on this as much as possible.

I wasn't planning on posting today, but, well, this is pretty darn important.

I promise, you guys, that this is for a good reason.

After seeing a video, sent by a fellow blogger, I was just plain out inspired. What I would like to ask you all is, to take a few minutes of your time to watch this video. This video is about a man named Joseph Kony. Jason Russell has spent years trying to spread the word about this man. A man in Uganda that has hurt many and continues to do. The reason? No one knows about him. Or 'did.' Because after working on his movement to spread the word of what these children are going through, finally, the US government has listened. A 100 US advisers were sent into the country . The thing is, for them to stay there and catch this man, they need to know that the people care or they will be pulled back, and all will be forgotten. So you see, every person counts- this moment is vital. US.

 Often in war we look back with sadness and helplessness and anger. In knowing that we can do nothing. But this time. We can do something. Being bloggers, readers and authors we can spread the word. So that more and more people can know of what he has done, and so that others can know that this is something that needs to be talked about. That these children need to be saved.

2012 is that year. 

The point is, If this video inspires you like it did me, then that is more than a start. 

Please spread the word. Post the video on your blogs for others to see. Share your thoughts. May it be this week or the next. 
  
Thank you for listening. ;)

The Video: 





Update: Just found out that 'Invisible Children' in now trending on twitter!! Makes me so happy. This is something big. And I can't help but feel that it's really going to change things. And so, it makes me feel honoured to know that I can give my two cents, at least. Tweet #STOPKONY @Invisible. Here is their profile. https://twitter.com/#!/Invisible